After a restless night and stress thinking about how I’m going to handle everything going on my life. Work is stressful but I have debts that the abuser left me in as he made me believe I was saving his families life. People have told to go bankrupt but I don’t want this to ruin my life. I am better then that.
No amount of money is worth a life and I would have given my all to save a life. And I did! It is just a shame people would go this low to get money out of people.
Reading the newspaper makes me sick when they say that
we must accept Pakistani men as abuser
We don’t have to accept it. You have to tackle the issue and let them know they can’t get away with it.
Victim support are meant to be helping me but three months in and after a number of phone calls from the police telling them, they have to support me. Still nothing!!!
I have to put my stress’s aside and clear my mind and realise the tension in my shoulders. I keep my eye on the ball and get lost in concentrating. I push back and away I go. When I connect the club with the ball, whilst keeping my head down and my eye on the ball at all times. I listen out for the sweetest ‘click’ noise.
You know then if you have hit the ball high in the sky and watch the ball glow in the dark. All your worries and stress’s go away. You become mesmerised with the game.
It has taken me 5months to control my stress’s and worries in life and to let golf help me in my life. It gives me a break and forces me forget my life for a moment.
I have used it as a form of counselling and writing helps me too. I don’t want anyone to every go through what I have gone through and want the asian culture to do more to protect us girls.
Culture is distorting the Muslim religion. My client is a Jewish man and we have so much in common. He even said
Islam and the Jewish religion steamed from the same religion many many years ago. But due to the culture that Pakistani’s (and some other South Asian countries) have, they will never progress as a nation and they are people who will hold onto there traditions which stops them from moving forward. Honour and shame is stopping a nation of people and its ashame they are so far behind compared to the rest of the world considering the opportunities they have. You don’t have to look far to see what the men in the Pakistani community’s are doing! Do you!
When I look back at the religions even christianity has a lot in common with Islam but they don’t have that backward culture that stops there society from going forward and being successful.
In the UK we are so lucky to have a free education but still the Pakistani’s still force marriage there young daughters and sons to marry there cousins and interbreed.
A British farmer once said to me
we don’t interbreed dogs or animals so I don’t know how and why Pakistani’s do.
And I agree. I have seen many and many Pakistani’s with mental and physical illness but they still don’t think it’s wrong even when there children are ill due to interbreeding.